my yellow little flower dream

I shall say that this is my last post here. sob sob… bye bye my 1st blog… I’ve been using this blog for 3 years plus if i’m not mistaken.Well, there are pros n cons of using this blog. But the cons overcome the pros, so i prefer to use blogspot as my new blog.If there is no special post, all my new post should be in http://suejane1012.blogspot.com/

What are u waiting for? just visit my “Bits of Life” now!! <sounds like advertisement -.->

Okey, i just told yee vien n josh dat i don’t write bad
stuffs here. Even i blog bad about ppl, i wont directly say it out. Dats yesterday
n guess wat? Today i can’t stop myself from saying out loud bout wat i feel
towards our so-called ‘management leader’. Oh jeez, i hv no idea where to
start. First of all, i understand wat a leader should do. If he/she done things
correctly, no one will appreciate, but if things went wrong, u are the one to
be blame. Its always like this. There’s no such thing as fair in leadership.
But if u earn ur group member’s respect, things are different. Members will
start to co-operate and listen to u. Wat if the leader always though he/she is
right? Can’t accept member’s response, suggestions, criticism? Lol. Seriously, u
are the most unlucky one to have me as your group member. Cos i’m not a silent
type of person.

I’m back!!! Haha. Its been ages n ages since I last update my blog( I meant it this time XD) Well, there r lots n lots of reason 4 me 2 not update this blog. Mainly laziness.. haha. As for my holidays, I spend quite some time at home which I retrieved back my sleeping time. Ate 6 tamagos , seafood, veggie n more veggies… Back 2 campus on 15th June, and found new faces anywhere. Lol. Its like a brand new campus. Strange 2 find it, I luv it! Haha. In beta year, classes r much more larger n cooler. Lecturer r quite d same as they hate students talking (resembles ms.cherrie). N our financial accounting lecturer.. its hard 2 concentrate wif his Indian slang. On n off, I hate morning classes T.T ..gotta stop my campus blurting here. Guess I just wanna keep this post simple n short. More details bout my private life?? No more~!!! HAHA. TA~!!

Haha. Here comes again. Proudly to admit, I
still cant get rid of this pre-exam syndrome. Lol. let me explain this. Pre-exam
syndrome refers to anxiety that leads ppl to blogging, check their mails,
friendster and facebook which getting worst when exam comes around. Even though
I can’t finish up my syllabus, cant get enough sleep, dark circles around eyes
getting deeper, sleeping time getting later, more blurr than ever, but… here I am..
bloging when its not d perfect time 2 blog. Awww… >.<

Here, I wanna share bit of my current life
wif my dearest blog. Haha. Well, ive done my speaking test for muet yesterday. I
felt like it was few days ago.( I lost d track of time) I hope it was alright… (
crossed fingers). Enough of muet test, further with… my lil prince ba. I bought
it at pasar malam n it cost me 5 bucks. Now, i do felt I’ve been cheated by d uncle.
Haha. Its an indoor plant. And I’ve decorated it to accompany me through finals
exam. Haha. Stupid rite? Oh, its my 2^nd plant after my cactus. Rmb? My
cactus, after my caring hands (which is not green after all) had been sent back
to my hometown under the care of my mum. lol

So, I’ve been addicted to few songs.. Cannonball
by Damien rice. Simply luv its lyrics. Haha. And one love by loveholic. Plus lots
more. Cos during pre-exam,gotta jam myself wif songs to keep my awake. Lol. Hv to
stop here my blog, if not I can’t finish up my moral studies!! Haha. Tata~!!

I’ve got myself an external hard disk!! Haha. I’ve been dreaming of having 1 to keep all d animes plus dramas… hehe. Finally!! Although its only 120 GB, but I think its sufficient for my anime… lol. Yup, I went 2 KL pc fair yday. It’s a fun b rather tiring trip. Didn’t bought any clothes but an External ! haha. Its worth it rite?? During d fair, I saw Vaio.a pink one… soo cute. Can u imagine?? Its pink! It’s a real princess. Haha. Of course its worth 4K ++ .its gonna b mine someday.. I mean someday ( T.T)
I went 2 sakae sushi too~ its simply delicious. Especially soft shell crab. Haha. Its far more tasty than sushi king.now I noe y Vince said that. Lol. But d tamago there isn’t dat nice. More ‘plasticky’.. haha. Dat means more elastic. (my own spelling -.- , dun care lar, its my own blog) Conclusion, tamago in jonker n sushi king is tastier~
Recently I’m quite bz wif assignments. Jeez. Hope 2 run away from all those homeworks plus finals… I need a break… I mean a real break from social life. I’m tired, suffering, messy, stress…. Just gimme a rest..I’m alright though.
Still hangs out wif frens ^^ Mai flurry, Mai fluffy, Mai floppy @ floppui. Lol
Cya my blog~

It’s been ages since I updated my blog. Huh.
I’ve neglected my blog…haha. I’ve been quite bz wif my facebook. Therefore,
seldom check my friendster. I’m thinking of shutting down my friendster and
continue my blog in blogspot. But u noe… I’m a lazy bum..i didn’t even manage
well this blog. So, I dare not try a new 1. haha.lots n lots of things happen
to me..

1^st , mid term exam. I’m kindea
give up most of my subjects. Hopefully didn’t fail in those subjects that lecturer
haven’t announced yet.. I’ll keep my fingers crossed. Haha. I promise to work
hard in finals (optimistically ;p)

2^nd,
I’ve hiked the Bear Hill!! Incredible rite??? Haha. Its an amazing thing 4 me u
c… last time went 4 G.Lambak trip, I’ve always wan 2 hike another hill.
although it’s a small hill ( vy small, I mean) in Malacca, but d view is breath
taking. ~ serious. I can oversee the selat Melaka from the hill top!  Hehe. I’m ashamed so say dat it took me quite
a lot of stamina to get to d hill top (its been ages since I exercise :p) must
practice a lot to achieve my mount Kinabalu. lol

3^rd I’ve watch quite a number of
movies. In order to take revenge on those times I;ve been outdated from cinema. Haha. Watched
waterhorse, spiderwick,27 dresses, Chinese movies (which I dunno their name)
blah blah blah… yup. According to my overview of all d movies I’ve watched,
spiderwick is d best. Haha. Eventhough I’ve been frightened a few times.. ‘a
few’… but it’s a great movie. Cos I luv those some sort like fairy tales… but d
ending was quite simple. Forgivable.. cos d main character, Jared and Simon is
just… cute +handsome. Haha.waterhorse was touching. But below eight was more
touching. Waterhorse is adorable when it’s a baby And also 27 dresses… Its main character’s name is also Jane. How common.
Haha. I found that ppl named Jane are quite the same. Luvs flowers, weddings, n
those what girls girls should luv. D whole movie was not dat touching but its
sweet ^^

4^th I’ve watched Fate Stay
Night. It’s a vy vy nice anime. Acher is soooo cool!!! Aww. I luv him sooo
much!! Haha. The best part is he can summon his sword so many times. And used
all his mana at d end and still act cool!!! its just.. cool…

Looks like I hv 2 stop my dear blog here. Cos
later on, I still got moral drama meeting… -.-

Tata 4 now!!  miss my blog… *o*

What is d difference between my old  ‘me’ and the now ‘me’ . i dun understand. Izzit smth wrong with my now ‘me’? Do changing my personality is a wrong thing to do?? Wat did i changed? I’m confused with this prob ever since… how am i going 2 find my old ‘me’ again? What am i now? There’s few quest….

    1. To increase my frens in friendster is a prob?

    2. To accept friend request from someone i didn;t noe is a mistake?

    3. To know frens from fren is a wrong thing to do?

    4. To make more new frens is a fault?

    5. To social make me a bad person?

    6. To hang out with frens make me flirty?

Gosh. I’m more confused than ever… if someone controls your mind… someone influences you…
What if the ’someone’ didn’t control you? But made u feel guilty? Continuing my life like this is worthless. If  that is what you wanted, then u’ve succeed. If you wanted to take away my confidence, u’ve succeed.
its been long long since i blurt out my feelings in this blog…
i dunno whether my frens notice or not… its been happy , joyful, cheerful blog in the past few post…

itz mid term beak~! aww. its not a holiz.. gotta study some more… jeez. came back feelin relax. haha. no study mood. not even a lil bit. tot wanna exchanged back my phone wif bro… but kinddea ma fan. so still keep using his hp. well,i miss my bao bei a lot too. at 1st i tot it was bulky, but now i realise its quite, i mean ‘quite’ slim. haha.wanna watch d new movie.. spiderwick. izzit how it is spelled? yea. smth like dat. plus, i cut a sa-po hair during this break.lol. didn’t meet up wif my hometown frenz also… aww.. hvnt contact them. haha.just wanna update a short blog. tata for now~~

First, let me start wif my appreciation for drama performers n performance group of gacc ‘08! haha. thx a lot u guys!! d drama was great, awesome, funny ,overwhelming, n …wat else???(just lost of words 2 describe d splendid drama) haha.well, in case u guys still dunno wat is gacc, GACC stands for games, anime, comic circle(just a reminder, lol)GACC starts on 1st of march. where i find d 1st day more enjoyable. cos its not so crowded wif tons n tons of ppl. tell u wat i found on d 1st day. hehe. Siraj wears a shocking costume.. eherm. and then, d opening video was cool (sound effect for gacc ‘07 is better)but d opening video got my name, so i can’t complain more bout it .N d tag.they got my name printed on it. lol. dats d difference between High-Committee and working committe anyway. Since i didn’t have any task during day 1, i just wander around. found some cute stuff ^^ n i asked komikfactory cartoonist 2 draw my portrait. lol. dat drawing looks much more better. its slimmer n prettier than d actual me. haha. plus i helped to sell d drinks outside exam hall. hey, sales division should gv me some pay back isn’t it? lol. didn’t 4gt those cosplayers. found kurosaki ichigo, cardcaptor sakura, syoran lee, final fantasy, honey senpai.. bla bla. many more.
day 2, d day of drama. haha. i’m so nervous although its not me who perform. lol. well, for those who hvnt watch d drama, kindly go 2 youtube n search 4 it =) d audience luv it so much!! haha. 2 bad our drama group didnt take any group photos:( but d costumes is superb. haha. ryu is handsome, chun li is cuuttee!, ken is funny(lil bit sexy. lol), guile is cool wif his hair, n goku is attractive wif his super saiyan hair.d black ppl. they just really cover themselves. which i tot really really cooperative. appreciate that vy much! oh, d seiyuu part. d translator of bleach(ichigo) n final fantasy(tidus) is actually humorous. n i even shake hands wif him! i might consider not 2 wash my hands dy. lol.did i mention bout Wii? yup. its fun. d controller is way 2 cool, but d action while playing… lil bit idiotic. haha.but nvm, no one saw me anyway. LOL. furthermore, d bento they sell outside was delicious.haha. d tamago… awww. its… DELICIOUS! looks like i didn;t stop craving for dat. haha.
i should end my blog here~ luv gacc much much ~~ !! ^^

February 2008. so many things happened in this
month. Even thought its d shortest month of all. Lets review bout my CNY. Haha.
As wat I wished for, I did get a lot of ang pows.but I 4gt 2 wish 4 d amount inside. So.. d amount didn’t really
satisfied me. Lol.but I did go bai nian which is still a tradition. But I only
found out that I must keep d ang pows until 15^th of CNY. If not, my
ang pow will get lesser n lesser year by year, no wonder la..haha. On d 3rd day
of CNY, I dropped down my lovely hp onto d tar road. Therefore, I’ve negotiated
wif my bro 2 exchange hp wif him. Tada! I get a new hp. Haha. Although we
bought it at the same time.. but his hp look so new. Hehe.

So, after CNY is valentines ler. skip
skip. Next is GACC. Yea. Its d important part of this blog. Drama was nice. Really
had fun in rehearsal. Sometimes would blame myself for not doin things well. But
they all so so nice.i’ll cherish every practice we held. Will always rmb GACC
drama ’08 =D  

Btw, I’m still craving 4 sushi. Lol. Not so
desperate dy. But I still luv tamago. Haha. Wont get bored even I get 2 eat it
everday!